BIG Heart and LOTS of Love! X2

Today I am excited to announce that God has now blessed me with 2 wonderful children. Mr. J now has Miss A to play with everyday!! I have had so much love and support during this journey so far and I can't say THANK YOU enough! I also want to give a HUGE shout out to the amazing Sierra!! Not only did she train me and helped me get all the "hard" stuff done but she has encouraged and loved me through all of this. I'm so lucky to have you as my family and a friend. We have grown so much together in the last few months and I couldn't have picked someone better to work with! I can't believe this adventure all started with me texting you asking exactly what your job was. I had no clue at that moment, that one text would change my whole life! Sierra was honest with me about everything I would go through and did everything she could to prepare me. In all reality you will never be completely ready to have kids. No matter if they are yours are someone else's!  These kids have opened my eyes to a whole new world. Their smiles they give me or when I get to school to pick them up and they scream "Mom", just because they are so happy to see me! We read books and say prayer ever night no matter if i'm sick, tired, or just not in the mood. Little things like that are huge things to them. I have had a lot of people ask me if i'm ready for 2 kids by myself. In my mind.... Oh yeah I know I can do it. Am i scared? YES!! I'm scared because I am molding a child and raising them for who they will be in the future. BUT just because i'm scared doesn't mean that I am not excited for this next turn in our adventure. Think about something you are wanting to do but you are too scared to do...... Could this thing change peoples life? Would it change yours? Could you some how lead someone to Christ by doing this? You would be surprised what you could do to help someone. Just think about.... Be bold and start volunteering at an animal shelter, start writing that blog you are too scared to do, walk into a new church and meet new people, or just smile at someone when you are passing them. I hope everyone has a blessed weekend and you can be brave and start doing something that you think you are too scared to do!

Cousin love!!!