Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,

    Maybe you are reading this right now after I posted this in my blog. Maybe you are looking back on my post and stumbled upon it. No matter how you are reading this I want to thank you for everything that you do and to let you know that I have been praying for you everyday. The last week or so I have had a lot of questions thrown my way about finding a husband due to me being a foster parent. I know no matter what, that you fell in love with my brilliant personality and fun scents of humor. I think my favorite thing someone has said so far is "you were pushing finding a husband with one kid, he doesn't even exist now with two". You know what I think about these kind of people?? They don't have Jesus in their life! By now you have learned that I am a strong person who forgets that from time to time. I laugh all the time just because I love enjoying life. When I get nervous or in an uncomfortable situation I have an awkward laugh that I can't control. I love surprises and even better yet I love giving them! With all that in my opinion my kids are a bonus!  I must of really cared a lot about you from the very beginning if I let you meet them let alone marry me. I hope you don't mind my singing and dancing around the house while getting ready. Now the kids love it and always laugh at me because i'm so silly. I don't know what all trials have come my way until I met you but believe me God has perfect timing. Sitting here i'm wondering what you are doing and I want to know your story. It's crazy to think that I might have already met you. Of course you know that...... haha I hope that you know I have loved you from the start. Also there are billions of people in this world but here I am...... Patiently waiting living Gods will and making everyday count. I know you will get frustrated with me because i'm stubborn. Just remember I will always let you go hunting, fishing, and lots of other things to get stuff off your mind. (I hope you can do that with me there by your side) ;) I am not normal, I don't always do things in order, I have a hard time making up my mind, i'm a huge nerd (I'm sure you are just shaking your head up and down by now) but I have a huge heart that will love you for the rest of our life's. Kids are a gift from God!! I pray that we have more to add to this growing family! Again.... Thank you!  I'm sure I don't say it enough!!